| Today was my grandparents Bong & Jerome's 50th wedding anniversary. They are so amazing.
I love you Gram & Gramps. You are my heart. |
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| Chase is so sweet.
He said to me "Mama, I want a picture of my brother."
I replied, "Chase you have a picture of your brother in your bedroom."
Then he says, "but Mama... I want one where I am holding him." He has his arms made into a cradle & hes rocking them. Then says, "I love my brother so much."
I burst into tears, Im bursting into tears again just writing this... but anyway he gets all sad because I am crying & then his friend Cooper (whos over staying the night) goes... "It's okay, My Mom cries too." I love them.
Such amazing emotion & empathy for 4 & 5 year old boys.
I feel so blessed to have such a loving child. |
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| Chase & I left NW Pediatric Cardiology a few hours ago. He had his yearly EKG. Chase was born with a rare heart condition called Atrial Byjeminy. Dr. Garabeadien came in & said "first the good news, Chase has no signs of Long QT Sydrome or the Atrial Byjeminy anymore. He is healthy as an ox. The bad news is you will never have to see my smiley face again."
I immediately burst into tears. I almost collapsed. I have held this fear that like Carson, Chase would die too...
I am so happy & relieved & the I feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders.
OH HAPPY DAY!
UPDATED TO SAY:
Chase is so sweet. He wakes up this morning & says "Mom my heart is good. My heart works good." |
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| An ex-boyfriend of mine died earlier this week of a heroin overdose. I am angry & sad. I hurt for his Son & ex-wife.
Perris Greenes Obituary |
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| Im dizzy again. I am having a hard time doing anything. I can't concentrate...
Anyway... I called Dr. Metcalf last night in a panic & he is going to get me in to see a ear/nose/throat Doc tomarrow sometime. I pray that this is just an inner ear infection & not really from me being so stressed out.
This morning on NPR's Zorba Pasters on Your Health, I heard that Botox injections in your forehead may help ease migraines. THANK MAUDE IF IT'S TRUE! IM GOING TO GET MY HEAD BOTOXED TO THE HILT! |
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